“Pass/Fail”
by Linda Pastan
You will never graduate
from this dream
of blue books.
No matter how
you succeed awake,
asleep there is a test
waiting to be failed.
The dream beckons
with two dull pencils,
but you haven’t even
taken the course;
when you reach for a book -
it closes a door
in your face; when
you conjugate a verb -
it is in the wrong
language.
Now the pillow becomes
a blank page. Turn it
to the cool side;
you will still smother
in all of the feathers
that have to be learned
by heart.
Poet Linda Pastan shows that one doesn’t have to have the eccentricities of William Faulkner nor the tragedies of Robert Frost to be an exceptional writer. She turned what may have been an ordinary, mundane existence into beautiful poems that stir the deeper meanings of life. In the poem “Pass/Fail,” Pastan touches on sentiment every student has encountered: exam angst. It’s a dread that wakes us up, screaming in the middle of the night. At least for the next two weeks, “Pass/Fail” is the most relevant poem I have ever read.
To understand the issues behind her poetry, it’s important to get a sense of Linda Pastan’s history. In 1932, Linda Pastan was born into a Jewish family in New York City. As the only daughter of a physician, Pastan’s family could afford to send her to a private school for free-thinking Jews (“Linda”). The school emphasized the study of ethics, which played a role in her later poetry. Because she had no siblings, Pastan began writing at an early age as a way of “talking to the characters in those books…books were my main companions.” At age 12, she started submitting her poems to the New Yorker, though her first poem in the magazine wouldn’t be published for another 30 years (Pastan and Adelman).
Linda Pastan then continued her writing and education at Radcliff, in a time when women were not expected to enroll in college. During her senior year, she won first place in the Mademoiselle poetry contest, beating out Sylvia Plath (Wart). Unlike Sylvia Plath, however, Pastan quit writing to have a family. She raised three kids with husband, Ira Pastan, while studying English Literature in grad school. Yet Pastan still believed she couldn’t meet expectations as a wife and mother while seriously writing poetry. Pastan jokes that she was a “product of the 50’s…I had to have a homemade dessert on the table for my husband every night” (Brown and Pastan). It’s difficult to imagine in today’s society, a woman disregarding her passion and education to follow expectations. Our modern era is that of the “supermom,” where a woman must have a successful career, care for her family, and do anything and everything. The expectations in Linda Pastan’s generation forced her to be a good housewife and stay-at-home mom. Even though it’s clear from her poetry and interviews that her children and family come first, Pastan admits that she was bitter about not writing for ten years.
Remarkably, Pastan eventually chose to unleash the passion for poetry which she had tamped down for so long. She returned to writing poems in her thirties, and has since published eleven volumes of poetry and won numerous awards (Brown). Not only nominated for the National Book Award, she has also been deemed by The Gettysburg Review “among the finest contemporary poets in America” (Adelman). By looking at her thought provoking writing, one can see why.
With her simple style and vivid imagery, Linda Pastan’s clear voice brings words to life. The inspiration for her poems is evident, as her daily life is a reoccurring theme to her work. What sets Pastan apart is her unusual way of prodding the ordinary happenings of life to view the latent emotions underneath the mundane surface. Short, free verse lines break up the allusions and metaphors to emphasize various emotions of every poem. She believes that poetry is meant to be enjoyed, stating, “Poetry is not a matter of knowledge but of emotional experience” (Pastan and Adelman).
“Pass/Fail” is a perfect example of Linda Pastan’s unique style. The simple title says it all: “Pass/Fail” explores the common unease related to test taking. Short and condensed, Pastan’s poem packs an emotional punch in every word. Each line is a fear that subliminally haunts our thoughts and nightmares. The very first line “You will never graduate” sums up the ultimate terror. “Now the pillow becomes / a blank page,” by linking dreams to test anxiety, Pastan creates the perfect combination of familiarity and alarm. Every word in the poem serves to build the tension, just as a nightmare increases in terror. “Pass/Fail” lets the reader experience emotions to which everyone can relate. Linda Pastan’s ability to connect a person to the intense feelings of everyday life is her gift in poetry. While not everyone can relate to a Robert Frost poem, or “see” the words of Sylvia Plath come to life, Linda Pastan’s poetry springs to life. Her poetry’s relevance to a vast array of people proves her importance as an outstanding contemporary writer.
Works Cited
“Linda Pastan’s Interviews and Profiles.” Preview Port 2 Apr. 2002. Contemporary Authors Online. Literature Resource Center. Gale. 18 Apr. 2008 <http://linccweb.org>.
Brown, Jeffery, and Linda Pastan. “Conversation: Pastan.” PBS 7 July 2003. 18 Apr. 2008 <http:www.pbs.org/newshour/bb/entertainment/july-dec03/pastan_07-07.html>.
Pastan, Linda, and Ken Adelman. “Word Perfect: For Linda Pastan, Revision is the Purest Form of Love.” Washington 31.8 (May 1996): 22 – 31. Literature Resource Center. Gale. 18 Apr. 2008 <http://linccweb.org>.
Wart, Alice Van. “Overview of Ethics.” Poetry for Students: 8. Literature Resource Center. Gale. 18 Apr. 2008 <http://linccweb.org>.






